Feeling Sad

Tears well up nowhere to go

They trickle down your cheek

Feel the warm damp tears fall

A symbol of the fear you feel

The thoughts of what may have been

Tears well up and make you sad

You’re just so glad it wasn’t you

Or anyone you love

But it was someone who you don’t know

Someone who is wracked with fear

Fear of what they saw that night

Will haunt them evermore

What they saw, what may have been

Will haunt them on and on

You feel ok and then you’re not

The mind is playing tricks

Kind words and thoughts from ones you love

Help only for a time

Before the thoughts come back again

And tears begin to well

Imagining what might have been

Your mind is in a whirl

Dab your eyes and wipe the tears away

Remember those less blessed than you

Count your blessings hold and hug

The ones you love so dear

And hope that love will wipe away

The teardrops and the fear

This poem was inspired by the effect of being caught up in the bombing of the Manchester Arena on 22^nd May 2017. Waiting for two granddaughters and their two friends to emerge from the carnage and confusion was a life-changing experience. I could not have anticipated the emotional impact the experience has had. Pleased to say everyone was safe but, I suspect, the children will carry the emotional scar for life. 

I republish this poem today in remembrance of those less fortunate. 

24 May 2017

Updated 25 May 2023

Through Death

Through death we find a family long lost

A distant cousin fades away
A name we know but had forgotten 
Receded to the vault that is the mind
The place where memories sleep 
Until roused by a call from the living 

Memory of faint faces are stirred

Vagueness jostle to reform a form
Long forgotten if ever really known
Two families divided by maternalism 
Two families joined but not together 
Yet bonded by a paternal gene

Inspired by meeting members of my maternal grandfather’s family from his first marriage at a funeral. 

10.5.23

Rhubarb Rhubarb Rhubarb

Rhubarb stalks long and pink

Product of forced Labour in the dark

Rooting in the mucky Earth 

In sheds long and dark and dank

Forcing pushing up and up

Sprouting little pokes of green

Searching for the signs of light

A candle splutters flickering flame

Peering eyes pierce the gloom

To pluck pink fleshy stems that waft about

Straight into a pan unctuous sweet

A treat to savour and delight 

Stewed rhubarb pink and plump

Waiting for the gods to eat

Prompted by my sight of new season rhubarb in the shops, always makes my mouth water. 3.3.23

Book Pile Poem - A Snapshot of Eternity

Book Spine Poetry is an internet meme that goes back to the work of artist Nina Katchadourian. In the early 1990s, she took photographs of stacked book titles that, when read together, created short sentences and stories.

More than a decade later, the internet was in full swing and Katchadourian’s work inspired a viral revolution with its own hashtag, #bookspinepoetry. The meme is still going strong after more than five years. That’s an internet legacy.

I interpreted the meme in such a way the titles of the pile of books I used, provided the inspiration for a completely separate poem. Although it would be possible to consider the titles of the pile of books as a poem in its own right.

The original blog post that triggered this outburst of creativity has unfortunately disappeared but there are plenty more if you Google Book Spine Poetry 

For example https://www.themarginalian.org/2013/03/15/sorted-books-nina-katchadourian-book/

This is my effort - A Snapshot of Eternity

The pile of books that inspired this poem

Creative minds evolve and seek solutions in the mind
To trap the things that we can see
To share, remember, to see again
Simple things and prepared minds
Find ways to trap the everyday
To turn today into tomorrow

With tools and technology we create
Each wild idea we tame and twist
In dark, rooms and sheds we toil
We merge the most unlikely thoughts
Of art and things, machines and minds
To help us visualise the world

In different ways to other souls
To trap the things the eye can see
Memories of things, we want to share
With those we love, for whom we care
Before the ravages of time destroy
Frail memories crumble and decay

We try to remember what we thought
Think a thought and it is gone
Pass the threshold, disappeared
Deleted, lost forever more
Or so we thought, we turn the page
The thoughts of yesterday return

The taste, the smell, snapshots of the past
Return like vivid pictures, in the mind
Deleted now but never gone
Our memories live there on and on
In things, we like to store away
Things we’ll miss when they are gone

We thank creative minds that toil
To help us to recall the things that we forget
A photograph is all we need
To save, for ourselves and others too
Like insects trapped in golden amber
Our memories preserved for all to see

A snapshot of eternity…

Alistair J Parker
7th April 2016

Updated 10the April 2023

Hello Mr Robin

Hello Mr Robin where have you been

We have missed you and your cherry breast

Your cheeky chirps and perky cheeps

You flit about up and down here and there

Pecking twerking flying round

We like t when you venture close 

Brave and fearless such a friend

Welcome back we’ve missed you so

Please stay a while before you go. 

My second Mr Robin poem. Inspired by the return of our Robin to the garden after what seems like a long absence. Such friendly forthright characters. 

7th April 2023

Just Another Day

Day dawns
What day is it?
Does it matter?
It does but doesn’t
Much like any other
Doom and gloom
Ah the papers 
Must be Sunday
But could be Monday
Come day go day
More bad news day
New day blues day
What comes next?

Grass is growing
Blossoms blooming
Birds don’t know
What day it is
Birds don’t care
What day it is
Two Blackbirds
They share a worm
Gather sticks
To make a nest
Flap and fly
Move on
To make a nest
And lay their eggs

Robins bobbin
Up and down
Cheeky, cheerful
Not a frown
Pecker up and
Chest puffed out
Another day will 
Dawn tomorrow
Life goes on
For some at least
The doom & gloom 
Will fade away
The dawn will dawn
Another day

Written 15.3.20 

Just discovered this poem in an old notebook. The poem was inspired by the realisation of what effect Covid 19 may have on our lives and the contrasting emotions of the arrival of Spring.

 

What is there to get up for

What is there to get up for
Rain
Cold
Miserable days
Between the sunny

Crispy 

And slippy ones

Feed the dogs
Lots of licks and wagging tails
That’s worth
Getting up for
Love
Unconditional love
In loads

Just for a while
The blues are gone
A mindful moment
Giving care
Then cuddles
Warmth
And loyal hugs

Share a sofa
Two furry friends
They don’t talk
But love is clear
Snuggles
Tell you 

Everything

The worries disappear
At least for now
Time to think
Of better things
Of warmer places
Scenic things

Raindrops drop
And trickle
Gurgling sounds
Tap tap tap
They go on and on

Splashing

Making puddles

Grey and grim
The sky is dank
Glowering leaden
No relenting
Cloaks the world

In clouds

More clouds

Thursday today
Another week is nearly gone
Tempus fugit
Memento mori
Time flies
Remember death

Is what it says

Inevitable
Eventually
It comes to all
Taking care
Is all one can do
And hope
That others do also 

A rap if you can call it that, was inspired by #TheJanuaryChallenge Day 6 challenge “Leading words”. The tone is influenced by the Covid19 state of mind.

14 January 2021